Life on the other side

It’s Monday again? How did that happen???

Anyway slightly dazed and confused here we are again, the start of a new week…. I am in the kitchen trying to come round, as have been on auto pilot all morning! I am surrounded by playdough…. while sorting through my art stuff I found some molds that my friend Tim bought back from India… so we have a playdough Lakshmi, Krishna & Ganesha…. How very cultured…. makes the animal molds from Wilko’s look a bit rubbish???

suppose I had better make a list…..? I love lists, my life is run by them, lists of jobs to do, lists of dreams, lists of things to finish, lists of things to start, and lists of things I don’t want to do again!!

I now have so much stuff on lists and so many lists, I might have to start making lists of lists….. I think maybe the whole list system is starting to back fire??

The trouble is my head is nearly at capacity and much like a computer I am almost full therefore not functioning at my best, and my thought was if I write it down i won’t need to keep in my head anymore, like getting an external hard drive….. But now the lists are so big, i need to organize them somehow and I don’t know where to start, because the fact I need to join the dentist should not be on the same list as, must loose 40 lbs, or repaint the living room, or spend more time in the garden, and therefore if I end up with say 4 or 5 lists do I start with one list and work through them, or do I flit between the lists…. do I time table time for each list each week……Maybe just maybe I should scrap them all, not worry about it and do what I fancy!

Isn’t the point of having a list that at some point you reach the end,that does not seam to be happening?

I think I might just press the reset button and start again……